Wednesday, October 12, 2011

~setelah skian lama..~

Assalamualaikum...
dh lama kan SS xupdte blog ni...
blek cuti sem dh dekat smggu..
tp langsung xupdate..nk kata sibuk..xla sgt..boring lg ada la...
mlm ni SS tgh layan cite korea..mmmmmm...
da lewat..td dok kt ruang rehat fmily..
suma dh msuk tido..SS pun tkot la jgk..
akhrnya pndah kn my lappy kt dlm my pink room...
sblum SS start lyan korea...lyan gmbaq time sem 1 dlu
emmm SS terigt sorg kwn SS ni
.....storynye cmni...
SS knal dy time dftar kumpulan..dsbbkn kos SS ni rmai..
so suma da 10 kumpulan...
dan SS dftr kumpln yg ke 7...
msa tulis nma ni dy pun tulis jgk...mse 2 SS mnx la 6ber phone dy..
SS pggl dy ni A la ye...
bkn dy je..suma yg dok brdktan n yg skumpulan ngn SS pun SS ambik 6ber..
second time SS jumpa dy kt sbuah 'megamall' dkt ngn ipta kitorg ni...
SS cam dy..cuma dy je xbpa cam SS...
ok...nk djdikan cita..kwn SS yg sgroup ni ada hal...
dy xdpt hdir klas for the first two week klas....
SS risau sgt..emmm nk p klas ngn sapa..
kbetulan ada sorg ni B msg SS ajak p klas skali...
SS on jer...pnya la brsmgt SS ni..p sampy ke blik dy wlaupun kitorg brlainan kolej
SS cuma nk mgecam muka ja...first SS p, B ni xda...
so SS xptus asa..SS p skali lg..
alhamdulillah, akhrnya SS jumpa dy juga..
for ur information..B still my bes fren till now..n same klas with me for the next sem...
ok...pg esok 2....first day SS nk p klas laaa..
SS pun dgn brsmgt siap awal...SS tkot lmbt...jd SS pun p la kolej B...
jumpa ngn B kt sna..then B ckp..nk tggu kwn kitorg yg same klas lg 2 org..SS pun tggu je laa..
rupa-rupanya...A n C...
kami pun brkwn 4 org..
p mna2 pun skali....
SS ni snang brkwn...so SS rpt dgn 3 org clasmte SS ni...
A B n C ni...kdg2 SS nk trglak tgok trlatah diorg..kkdg diorg gduh..n suma story kt SS
emmm mcm budak2 jer ...tp SS syg kt diorg...
slpas 2 msuk new clasmte in our grup...D..
kitorg kwn dgn dy..n dy snang brkwn ngn kitorg..
tp A xsuka kt dy...
A slalu story kt SS
SS pham..biasa la...bila kita dh mula mnyanyangi seorg shbt..mgkin org baru ssh utk dterima..
SS pun prnh mgalami time skolah mngah  dlu..
jles mcm dy rmpas boyfren i tau..
A ni suka story apa2 mslh kt SS..dan smsa SS kwn ngn A..SS dpt rsakan..
yg A bknnya same age with us...B, SS yakin same age..but A ni..
especially time bio.. dy cekap sgt..
one day..SS story la kemushkilan SS ni kt C...
rupa2nya C pun not same age with me..
malunyer....
dan SS yakin A pun..
tp dy xnak mgaku...SS pham...
nk djadikan citer...at the end A nk pindah...
our relationship not good...
T_T....SS pham mcm mna prgai A...
A ni jenis mlut lpas..
dy slalu kata kt SS..
tp SS xkesah..coz i know her better than other fren know her...
so..one day SS story to other fren coz i'm toooo tension that day
skrg SS trasa mnyesal...
klau dikotkn cita SS mmg la org akan kata A ni mlampau..
but they doesnt know her well than me
l[as one day...SS ngn dy mulai renggang..SS syg kt dy..
kbtulan SS dgr mggu dpn dy nk pindah..
Ya Allah dlm ati ni..sdeh kot...
SS knal dy lma dr kwn2 SS yg kmudian ni
mgkin SS ja yg pham..
SS tringn nk minx maaf kt dy..tp SS tkot my fren yg laen kta apa2 kt SS
so SS diam jer...smpai la esok 2 dy nk pindah..
SS trpksa bhong kwn2 SS..
SS beranikan dri pergi ke blik A..
dgn hrpan nk jumpa ngn dy...
tp mlm 2 dy xda kt blik...SS tggu lma jgk..
SS antaq msg..then SS xigt mlm 2 ke the next day bru dy reply..
A ckp dy akan jumpa ngn SS sblum dy balek..SS bwk keychain SS..
tjuannya SS nk bg kt A..SS nk dy igt prshbtan yg kitorg dh bina..wlaupun hnya brapa bulan..
msa balek dr kelas..SS trsrempak A kt tgga...tgh bwk trun bagasi..
SS nk bg but ada kwn yg laen..so SS genggam je keychain 2..
pas2 SS p ltak beg in my room..
SS trun p jumpa dy..SS nk bg..tiba2 tpon dy bunyi..abah dy dh dtg..
SS nk bg..pas2 A trus prgi sbb abah dy cari jln nk msuk kolej..SS sedih sgt...
SS naik blik..dlm ati ni pnuh rsa brslh...
SS ada ajak kwn2 yg laen p jumpa A..tp dy xmau..
emmm SS syg kt A...
tp skrg ni SS still contact ngn A...wlaupun SS xbgtau kt kwn2 yg laen..
haa...lupa nk ckp..sbenaqnya..A ni older than me one year.
A dpt straight A dlm spm..n after spm A smbung matrik...
A msuk dip pun sja2...sbb 2 la A ni suka pndg rendah cket kt org lain...
A rsa dy pndai..SS xkesah...but bila brpisah baru la kita akan rsa kemanisan prkenalan dgannya..
wlaupun kami brjauhan..ukhwah kami ttp utuh dibina..dan SS memohon keredhaan drMU ya Allah...
A...SS syang sama kamuuu...
kwn2 yg laen pun SS syg jugak tau..
Ukhwah Fillah Abada Abadan...